Sometimes, it doesn’t matter whether you’re worthy or not. And questioning whether or not you deserve something can bring a lot of unhappiness.
Because maybe your situation has nothing to do with how worthy you are. Maybe it’s simply the hand you’ve been dealt.
The way out of this is responsibility. Because here you are. It’s not your job to deserve something. It’s your job to do the best you can with what you have.
If you decide to do the best you can then it doesn’t matter whether you deserve what came your way. You’re just doing your job.